FYI

I’m not here to sound smart or sell you some neatly packaged truth. This blog is just a place where my thoughts land when they’ve got nowhere else to go. That’s it.

Most of what I say comes to me randomly — when I’m lying down, driving, or just caught in one of those moments where life slows down enough to make you feel something. A question. A memory. A theory about how things work, or how they fall apart. Sometimes I forget them. Sometimes they stick. When they do, I bring them here.

I’ve been through some things. Lost people I love. Messed up. Got back up. Took some hits that still echo. And yeah, I joke around a lot, but that’s not a mask — it’s just how I stay sane. I care more than I let on, and I think a lot about things people usually avoid. Not because I want to be heavy — just because I’m built that way.

This blog isn’t curated. There’s no grand plan. It’s a collection of scattered thoughts from a guy who’s still figuring it out — who wants to be better, who wants people to feel seen, and who hopes that maybe something here will land with someone else the way it landed with me.

If you’re reading this, thanks for being here. I hope you feel like you’re not alone. I hope you laugh a little. Maybe think a little. Maybe just feel a little less lost.

I’m just doing my best to stay honest.

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